Relief

So, I am 18, still living at home, but I am just about to move out in a couple weeks. I could honestly not be more excited, because it means that I finally get to take control and acknowledge my emotional health. You see, my grandmother has been diagnosed with clinical depression and bipolar II, she really messed up my mom so much that when I went to talk to my mom about mental illness she pretty much refused to talk about It. And that had been really hard on me because it has meant that I have had to deal on my own, without any help. But now I am going to college and this school had all of these resources and counselors and I can't wait to finally get some help. To be honest it is really the only thing that has kept me really going.