rebounding

i had tons of energy this morning and I was aware of it,

I wanted a mission, I didn't know how to structure it - I know it's my day off

from work - but work has me so geared up with exerting my force forward

that I was dreaming about work before i got up. I recognized that having

energy is natural and I just wanted and need to find a focus - I went to Starbucks,

I played with 

Blue and then got myself into the shower. I did the dishes, made the bed,

got Blue's kitty litter sorted and took out the trash and recycling.

I struggled with what to do next - I seem averse to choosing - 

I decided to go to the Vons and buy some water - then romped over to the Trader Joe's 

and bought a week's worth groceries. I came home and put it all away.

Just ate a nice snack of cheese and fruit and finally decided to come on here.
I seem to have moments of clarity and reason about what I should be or could be doing

and then it gets lost 'underwater' if that makes sense. I'll sort it out.