Reality Check

Things are going alright. Yesterday I had a bout of nervousness that came about

after I was at my parents' house. I struggled to find my footing and I kind of 

upset my Dad a little bit. I think he's frustrated and concerned. I understand.

I am planning on finding a therapist to talk to. I know that I think my ideas and

self searching help me feel calm and strong at times - but then the struggle always comes

back - and it's at that time I need to remember to try and take care of myself - by reaching

out here on the site, or eventually, talk to the therapist. Hopefully the therapist will help

me be 'in tune' with coping skills and that will help me be more independent.

It's weird how I think I can grow at times but then come back to and find myself faced with my limits (because of the condition.)

I'd like to see this 'learning to be more independent' as an opportunity for me to achieve more in 

my life - even so.