Reality

Roiling
Boiling inside me
Threatening to spill over the sides
To make me lose all control
Of reality
 
Breaking
Falling apart at the seams
Losing my grip
And sliding over the edge
Into insanity
 
Collapsing
Walls crumbling away
Loosing the tide of the memories
Trying to stop it?
Futility
 
Living
Constantly remembering
Brought to my knees with the pain
And crying at the shame
My reality