reaching out

each day brings like a new set of software to it...

i go to sleep in the evening and sometimes struggle to let go

and let sleep happen

and then this morning - I wake up 

and find myself feeling detached...

As I got ready - showered and dressed and fed my Blue

I realized a lot of the things I have around me - will remind me

of who I am - and what I do..

and though I feel so strange

I will keep moving forward

I went to Starbucks and tried to just keep believing that coming here as well

would get me back into socializing

but i felt odd

and so I'll just keep going through the motions

and just keep the faith that this day will be fruitful if I focus

on what I need to do

and keep in touch with those i love

and help

Sending peace and good vibes on this VERY windy day in SoCal.

It's really pretty.