Random thoughts

Last night, I dreamt that my phone might get shut off and id have no way to contact Cristian.. which I know isnt very likey because 1. he has my address & can write me letter & 2. I have his number and could leave a message telling where to contact me if anything... I think my dream showed my true fear of losing Cristian for good. I always wonder if he's thinking about me or missing me. Its almost 1 week down & I'm praying it all goes by fast & I can hear from my baby soon.