[random Evanescence lyrics]

"...i can't change who i am. not this time, i won't lie to keep you near me..."
"...catch me as i fall. say you're here and it's all over now. speaking to the atmosphere. no one's here and i fall into myself. this truth drives me into madness..."
"...forsaking all i've fallen for, i rise to meet the end..."
 
~Evanescence; Fallen
 
really speaks to how i feel sometimes.