Rain....again
" Rain, rain, go away....", this is my theme song lately. We had a gorgeous day yesterday, a real treat actually a real tease. Today it was cold and rainy. It is suppose to continue to rain for at least the next 2 days. My poor plants will get root rot. Oh well, I guess I could have a lot more to complain about. On a positive note, my cupboard doors are suppose to be in TOMORROW !!! Yahoo. I can hardly wait to get them on. It’s been almost 4 weeks with out doors and it drives me nuts.I bought 4 of the plastic Adirondack chairs today. The ones that come in all kinds of bright colours. I got yellow, bright green, turquoise, and hot pink. I want to put them down by my rock garden. I also bought one of those outside fireplaces. I want to set it on concrete pads and have the chairs around it. I know I’m a little manic right now as I’m spending too much, gotta rein myself in!!! I am also fluctuating in moods. I tried to call my friend today to get together for a coffee. She was not home and I was so sad I cried. I guess I just really needed someones company for a little while. I do spend a fair amount of time alone but I do like my own company but......and to top it of I felt angry towards her for not being there for me. How selfish of me, how dare I expect her to be at my beck and call. I’m so.... disappointed with myself.Anyway, my friends, I’m calling it a night. Be well
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I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.
Take care, hugs Cathy
Honey do not blame yourself and don\'t think you are being selfish for wanting someone to be there when you need them. Try to take it easy, I know it sucks when it rains, but at least you will get your cabinets tomorrow. Hope things work out. Take care!
I don\'t know why we do the manic then depression thing at this time of the year, it is what we wait for. I have been manic too and spending to much money...Have to stop that right now. I gave a cold, sore throat, earache, and a runny nose and I hate to be sick when I am manic, they just don\'t go together. Hope your doors fit..xo Naomi
sorry you werent able to finish planting today.. damn . i am manic too.sorry your friend wasnt there for you .maybe tomorrow she will be around to hang with. i hope you feel better soon. this evil bp .hugs .love marie