keeping relative

I came home last night from my parents, and I found myself spinning a lot

trying to find my way back to my homelife. I just start to objectify

and it leads to a cycling and spinning that this time froze me in place.

I decided to just get back to the self responsible...

I just got back into doing the chores

keeping up the house - playing with Blue - doing the routine of going to the coffee

shop first thing in the morning and then keeping in touch with friends....

I shared some photos - I thought about wanting to be in community too - but

the place I most want help isn't there - and so I decided to google the St. Max's church

nearby...and found they were having a clothing drive today from 8 till 11. So 
I cleared out my closet and gave a bundle to them and then came home.

I am knowing that doing something for someone else - is so important.

It felt good.

and then luckily I had a zoom call with my siblings...

it was good to see and talk to them...