Psychic Medium
I finally took the plunge and called a medium today. I was just feeling desperate...overwhelmed with the sadness and even thinking I might not want to go on. I have been scared of reaching out to these people...but today I felt so bad, I just didn't care. I told her all of the information, just wanted to see if she got anything at all. One thing she did say that I didn't tell her was that she got the feeling Cassi was surprised there was an afterlife. At the time of her death, she claimed to be atheist...I just thought it was another phase she was going thru. The medium said she couldn't get messages directly to or from Cassi but through one of her spirit guides. She said that at the time of Cassi's suicide she felt there was no other option, so she didn't regret it, but now that she is seeing all the pain she has caused and also all the potential that she had she realizes it was not something she should have done. I suppose it could just be general information...but she did say she felt like Cassi got a huge surprise at the afterlife...I had not told her about Cassi claiming to be atheist. She said that sometimes when a young person goes like this they are in a place where they are "worked on"... sort of in limbo before the afterlife. She is given a life review and feels all the pain that she caused. I have read that many times. When I said I so desperately wanted to dream of her, she said it's similar to life on earth in that she knows she has hurt me and isn't ready to face me yet. I hope it was real...I hope she has spirit guides helping her come to terms with everything. I feel better, so I suppose it was a good thing, even with the disclaimer about it being for entertainment purposes only.
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Tightest hugs my friend. I too was desperate for some connection with Jason. February 14th I called my medium (spirit guide). I definitely got a small sense of relief from what he had to say. I will argue that regardless of how accurate or \"for entertainment only\" disclaimer, if you feel a tiny sense of connection with Cassi, then boy was it worth it!
The feeling of not wanting to go on. Wow, oh ya. Even after the phone session with Derrick, there are moments, hours, days where I question and have conversations in my own head about what\'s making me hang on. Truth is, I don\'t have a clear cut answer. But I\'m here now and in my darkest moments, I come here and am able to remind myself that I am not alone.
Please take a moment to breath. That\'s all, just breath...
((((hugs)))) Merrilee
I was thinking I would do this to contact a medium Chelsea\'s death was so violent I just want to know she is ok and she didn\'t feel anything I just want to feel close to her any way I can and I know that Medium\'s are real I have had experiences before that were other worldly so I feel comfortable with it just have to find the right one.
I\'ve been read twice by Theresa Caputo, The Long Island Medium, before she was famous. She told me so many things about Melissa and Mary that only I would know. She was amazing and she is the real thing. Melissa had her attention for about 45 minutes out of 2 hrs. My niece had a group reading with 8 people back in 2009. It lifted such a burden off my shoulders...yes I still miss my girlsbut I know they are happy in heaven. xoxoxo Connie
Go to the website for Bobby Brust. He is the REAL DEAL and he will not allow you to tell him ONE THING. Listen, I paid a lot of money to be in a 15 person seminar with John Edward back in September 2011. Bobby is not only more gifted (although JE did \"get it\"), he is not a greedy person dabbling in the occult (as JE appears to be). I don\'t know what happens when we pass from this dimension (in the flesh) to the other (in the spirit, which is our natural home). Perhaps we are subject to some serious growth and self examination as we see our acts have affected others. But, some believe there are \"levels\" to \"paradise\", so that would account for it. I worked for two years + on plenary indulgences for April. I had 30 Gregorian Masses said for her and she was perpetually enrolled in the Seraphic Mass Association by its leader without my asking him. I have walked into every single major basilica, shrine, and holy place in France and Italy twice, for my daughter. I \"mothered\" her from this distance. I don\'t know how God received these efforts, but I do know He loves me, He loves you, He loves Cassi, He loves April, He loves all of us, and His \"mercy endures forever\" so I think any move of faith we make is acknowledged and respected. I can tell you that I spoke to Bobby very soon after April left this earth. He knew things he could not have known, identified things in my home, called me back to tell me something he had forgotten, talked to me about a few things that didn\'t seem significant to me until days later when I realized he was right, and NEVER CHARGED ME ONE DIME. I can\'t promise he won\'t charge you but I can tell you if you\'re going into that space, spiritually, you must do it with someone who is \"safe\". The Church teaches we should not solicit \"the dead\" but the Church has saints, all of whom are physically \"dead\", and all of whom are prayed to. Doesn\'t make sense. I believe the instruction not to solicit information from the \"dead\" (from Deuteronomy, I think, originally) was intended for those who were trying to see the \"future\" or obtain information that God withholds for a very good purpose. Imagine if you had known, absolutely known without doubt, what would happen to Cassi on what day in what year? What would you have done? There\'s a reason there are questions that cannot be answered.
I can\'t tell you, how many times I have thought about contacting a medium. I don\'t know why, but something always holds me back. I guess I am frightened of the unknown. Yet, I am desperate to know my son is alright and also my friend and husband. Maybe, one day I will be brave enough to do it...
Glad you got some peace from your conversation....
((((HUGS))))....Julia
kudos to you.... I would like to do a reading but never have,,,,, maybe someday... love ya!
I have visited a medium - actually 2. The first one was really good. The second seemed distracted. I am a quiet person so did not divulge much - she seemed a bit hesitant though said enough to convince me that she was the real deal. The first guy was right on. He also told me that Lisa was having trouble transitioning and my mother was helping her. He told me about a couple of women who appeared as soon as he began. He described them to a tee - my mom and mother-in-law. I would have wondered but my mother-in-law had a unique personality which he captured so I have to believe. It did give me a feeling of comfort.
So, I am glad you went - I hope it gives you comfort.
Love and hugs.
Marlene
If it helped in any way then I say good for you for seeking it. It is okay to seek these tools and that is all they are. Another way of connecting with your Cassi and you will know if it feels authentic or not. As with everything always be wary and very careful of your very tender heart as there are always those out there who claim to have gifts who do not.
I have had two readings and each time they were very healing, validating and brought comfort. Also, things were said that were so unique and no one could have known. A new coffee pot was mentioned that we had just purchased and Douglas was saying how much he liked it and she was using that as a confirmation of his presence. Just one of many things that no one could ever have known and what it did was let me know without a shadow of a doubt that Douglas lives and is with us all the time. Even in the ordinary moments of purchasing a new coffee pot! :)
Love and healing hugs dearest Gina today and always,
XO Joanie
I too have been to mediums. Once got a validation of Jennifer but no actual message from her. Marissa was mentioned also but no message. It was a bit rushed as there was 100 people in the room. I am going to see Theresa in the next 12 months. Jennifer came to her at another reading. She is in Theresa\'s book. I hope the Marissa can send a message. It is healing to talk about our children and if these people have a gift, then we are lucky to hear some connections. All in the mode of healing. Love to you, Kathy