progression

So far I have no trouble saying it like it is when it comes to me. I don't hide behind my pain and say I'm ok when I'm not. I am on a lot of meds right now that do seem to help somewhat and have been referred to several different specialists. Things are looking way up for me in the treatment division although it may still take some time for the treatment as the waiting lists are long. Others tend to look at me a bit strange but I don't care, I'll say whats on my mind and exactly like it is, now to just figure out how to put my thoughts across constructively while saying it like it is without causing a ruckus when it comes to those I work with being lazy, now thats a challenge. Its gotta be done though as it is very depressing when they put all the work onto me. I am disabled they are not so it is hard to try to get them to understand my situation. Everyone seems to do only what they want to do rather than the job they were hired to do!