Processing V
This dawn finds me hyper-vigilant and patrolling perimeters. Big Sis is sorta kinda patrolling with me. Each time she wakes and finds me MIA, she hunts me down and finds a nap spot close to where I am currently pacing. Gnarl, gnarl, gnash, gnash. . . We hasn't found your safe nap spots on the south 40 yet, little one. Hasn't found 'em on the north, east or west 40's yet, neither. How does ya expect me to finish the perimeter check this way?
Deep breaths. . .
Reckon I'll have to make due with guit-chi on the back porch.
I managed to get through the first draft on the obituary. Ouchy mama. . .
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perhaps a quiet time?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yr5Jq5VKIRs
perhaps a free spirit letting go of ? swaying dance with the below
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvJWo7Wa3FE
Prayers for ALL for your Greatest Good
God Bless you Arfie
Big squishy hug sweetie.... Maybe just saying that you need some space would help.... I don't think that's at all offensive to stay what your needs are...… I'm adding my blessing …. xo
Miro, thank you.
Arfie, the first draft is the hardest. I can relate to trying to burn the energy off with a simple task. Sounds like little sis needs to be your shadow at this time. Part of her healing and securing. A long weekend to be sure. So much to go through, and decisions to be made. My heart goes out to you and yours.
sending peace and strength..
wrapping you in prayers and supportive hugs arfie. It cant be easy to process for your own emotions when you are guardian of the kids who are processing too. Triple hugs
It feels like a blessing that the five of us can lean on each other in this difficult evolution. Each of us have separate emotions to process, but we are sharing the grief. To degrees impossible to measure, the load is easier when shared.
I can understand that blessing. I am grateful you all have each other~