Problem here is

That if I write a positive journal entry and report that stress is normal and life is fair and good, nobody responds.
But
If I wrote that I am suicidal as hell and want to jump off a bridge, THAT GETS ATTENTION and I get a ton of hugs and WE'RE WITH YOU and such.  Then it fades after a while and nobody says much.
For now I am stressed badly but dealing slowly.
For