Pressure building again
Moving, Ilost alot of stuff along the way. and being here I haven't had the chance to get settled really... I fear I will fall. Am I really that smart or am I just observant. Do I just know how to mimic smart people? I hate feeling this way.. Don't feel very helpful just now.
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Sup Chugster. Moving sucks, I came to the States when I was 6 and didn\'t speak any English. Even though I was young it was a very dark time for me and I think the loneliness and isolation I experienced during that time triggered a lot of the issues I am dealing with now as an adult.
Don\'t second-guess yourself bro, because if you do then you will definitely fail. Be assertive of yourself and the fact that you have helped dozens upon dozens of people here alone. If you ever need to talk I am always here. *hug*
You know what I feel about you Chuggs. This is just a moment of self doubt. You will overcome it. I am here for you as are all your friends.
Love Suze x
We were a bit hurt when you deleted us but I stopped by to read your journal and to wish you the best. xo Your one of the few who treat this site the way it should be treated. xo Calm I hope you still plan on becoming a therapist. You can do it, don\'t listen to the naysayers.
Moving can suck and change can suck even more. Give it time and go slow with the change. Just remember the big picture of moving for you. GOOD LUCK..Head up and tommorow is another day..
Jayme
You should lose that hair from your face ..... why grow it on your chin when it grows wild on your ass ?
:-)
I don\'t know you that well ,but reading your posts are very helpful, much more helpful that it kinda made me think you know exactly what you doing when it comes to mental illness... Use some of that amazing brain power to reach out, it\'s okay to feel down every now and then, we all need words of encouragement and you\'ve earned it... It\'s okay, and it\'s even better that you need us for this. I wish you the best and I thank you for all your posts, like I said they are extremly helpful. Take care- HUGS)))
That breaks my heart Chuggs. You have always been a helpful guy. Without even trying. Its amazing. It\'s seems like it just comes natural to you. Even though I have barely talked to you, whenever I do you always made me feel better. Like things will get better. You\'re one of my few rocks on this site. Take care hun.
I thought I would comment on your questioning your intelligence. I really believe that because of the way our bipolar brains work that a large majority of us are really in fact brilliant. It\'s the lack of ability to harness it that bugs me. You can\'t be perfect all of the time and cannot always be the shoulder to cry on my friend. We all appreciate you for your sharing and input.