Pregnant Birthday & Another Sono

I celebrated my 44th birthday on Saturday and still can't believe I'm pregnant. It felt good to finally celebrate a birthday and not feel sorry for myself for not being pregnant or a Mother yet. It was a low-key day, but a nice day. I'm just sooo hoping that I can celebrate my next birthday holding my baby. It's hitting me that I'm really going to be an 'old' Mom! I don't feel 44 (and everyone tells me I don't look it) but I keep telling myself I'm pregnant with my 43 year old eggs to make myself feel better lol. I'm trying very hard to stay positive and just live in the moment, but its so hard. And I'm so exhausted I can hardly keep my eyes open or function. I just want to crawl under my desk and sleep. I have my next u/s appt tomorrow and I just hope everything looks good and we see a baby and maybe even a heartbeat. I am 7 weeks today. Please send positive thoughts, prayers and anything else you can muster up my way! Thanks!
Thinking of you all and sending love xoxoxo