precious
So I just got done watching the new movie "Precious".
All I have to say is OMG, I got fucking flashbacks from hell.
It even got so back I put my hand over my eyes and kept screaming "NO!" "NO!.
Dang I really knew better but Ive been curious for so long now I had to watch it. That women her mother reminded me so much of my mom.
Its the past right? then why do i feel like i have to lives im living then? Im in and out all day. I see or hear something even smell, I go back to that dark place.
anyway thats all i got to say for now, Im just really over whelmed and the blade seems like a great idea right now,
All I have to say is OMG, I got fucking flashbacks from hell.
It even got so back I put my hand over my eyes and kept screaming "NO!" "NO!.
Dang I really knew better but Ive been curious for so long now I had to watch it. That women her mother reminded me so much of my mom.
Its the past right? then why do i feel like i have to lives im living then? Im in and out all day. I see or hear something even smell, I go back to that dark place.
anyway thats all i got to say for now, Im just really over whelmed and the blade seems like a great idea right now,
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Well, Of Course you were triggered and triggered serioiusly. the best thing is to proscess those feelings as they come up with whoever you can and get some exercise and take care of yourself. I didn\'t know that your mom was that way so I would feel free to confront her if you are able because you will find releif and healing in that. Sometimes you can\'t confront but when you can it is helpful.