Prayers for Peace
Woke up this morning with a great deal of aggression...as in ...I'm ready for a fight...I'm now sitting here in the Starbucks cafe waiting for the time to start working and I'm near seething with 'go go' energy. It's weird.
Deep breaths and prayers for peace.
Have a positive, peaceful and easy day you guys!!
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I just said a prayer for you, Mark. I hope you feel better soon!
Lord, please give Mark peace.
thanks judy and becky! the work was really therapeutic! ((( big hug )))
doing better! :)
Really glad! Hugs back.
i'm praying you find a gratifying channel for that go-go energy. peace tends to come of its own accord after a productive day.
thanks judy and yes, agreed, arfie...the hard work channeled the energy - driving home is always a mind f--- for me to adjust to some kind of focus - but that's just it - I am home now- had my lunch, showered and dressed and finding within
me the urge to churn out some kind of wisdom from what I learned today - I thought about prayer and that is
like not living alone but living with god - my animal instinct to churn out a wisdom out of my agression and discomfort is not necessarily
a bad thing - but it does give me the illusion that I am doing something critically significant - when I might just be
treading water in place...
I did think about the fact that the way I have been living - in the hopes of being self responsible I have kind of
had my own sense of aesthetics deleted by or through my own volition - healing sometimes brings us to a point of
really focusing extremely on the external realities...but right now I am learning, or just thinking, that indeed my aim forward
is just about giving regard to both worlds - of internal and external - focusing on god - for me - gives a
kind of booster seat to lean up against for my inner turmoil and so I'm standing on my own two feet again (spanning both
pillars)
rather than sinking into quick sand of my own need ..I don't know - I need to go do a project out there....Investigation for potentially
a new job at another market. Peace guys! xo (hugs)