prayed tonight

I prayed to God tonight. I've been trying to get to bed

and I was experiencing some darkness that I finally

overcame by thinking about god. Specifically I thought

about that he always knows my plight and knows my best intentions.

It put me at ease. I texted my friend "the elder" about it...as well as my Pop.

As it ocurred to me I was so grateful that in my moments of darkness

that eventually I could see some light. It's wild how there's a place in

my mind that I 'go to' sometimes. It's like a slipping into a hole...where

I'm blinded and only the depression or woefulness exists. I know from experience now -

and a determined sense to keep mindful of my resources, that I have,

that light does return.

I hope you guys would always reach out to me or another DS comrade

if they need a hand up and out of the dark stuff you feel.