Prayers

Hi All.. I am one of many who love the fact that people are praying for me. Keeping me in their prayers. Its more than great. I am one of many who needs alot of praying for & losts of prayers. i have had people on DS say even by mesage that they are praying for me ect. I must still say a big thank you to them & any one els who have been. Aswell as them who are & will. Some may be shy about saying so but do but pray for us all any way. That still counts. Im constantly praying 24/7 in my mind & heart for all people & al things as wellas myself. My dear mum used to say (Always put your self last) I do it even in my prayers.  I some times wish some one would tell my fortune but only the good. Also I am often tempted to join a sayons. Prayes are great  but there are things we some times need answers to & may feeel we dont get them in prayers. One example of this is thatb there are things I wish I could ask my dear mum to put my mind at eas hopefuly. I know they say  if you feel that you have the answer in your heart thenif it is the one you want it to be then you feel good about it. If you feel un easy about something but can sometimes mean that there is reason to be or so they say. I do feel at eas with many things & to a point with some. I know if there is any thing I need my dear mum  to forgive me for she does as does God. 2 days before she passed away I said to her I am sorry for any thing I put you though mum. In her semie conciousness  but sleep I heard her say its ok son.. In the chaple of rest I kissed her head & said  I love you mum & thats for ever. Later inthe funeral ditectors back room I saw my dear mum in her cofin I took her hand for a moment.