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Fuck Shit Fuck!! Yes it is a complete sentence…….kinda….anyway….I am a bit wound up at the moment. I hate having appointments around 4pm. Today someone overbooked the appointments for my pdoc so my 4pm appointment was more like a 445pm appointment, yay. So that means by the time I got out the traffic fucking sucked. I love to drive, I love to drive my truck…its fun but I fucking hate driving at certain times of the day if I can help it and today I couldn't. OK……long deep breath……now for the content of my meeting. I honestly don't know how to feel about it. I told him I feel basically the same as last week, gave him a reminder of what that was and I told him I was just so tired physically and emotionally that it was hard to form a clear thought and put into words. Im now off wellbutrin totally….think that was causing a lot of the agitation which sucks because it was helping. I told him I don't feel like the latuda is doing anything but he wants me to continue on that for a couple more weeks. So, I said ok? Why did I do that, what the fuck is wrong with me. I feel I should have pushed the issue a bit like why keep me on it? The people that do the ECT will be contacting me for a consult. I told my pdoc I have questions and Im actually looking forward to learning more about it but my pdoc said ultimately its my choice. We felt it best to go to 2 therapy sessions a week instead of one until after the new year when we will look at IOP again. As I said I don't know what to make of it all, don't know if Im satisfied with this session….it would be the first time that happened. Don't know if I feel any better or worse after that. He did prescribe me zanax for my anxiety so hopefully that will help. Well, I suppose thats me for now.
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Fuck shit fuck, is def a complete sentence. Mine usually goes: shit fuck piss :)
Don\'t kick yourself too hard for saying OK when in hindsight you feel like you should have said more. We\'ve all done it, been there. If it\'s still really bothering you tomorrow can you give your pdoc a call........ooooor just keep taking the med? do you have enough?
I hope the xanax helps!!!
Vent, vent vent away sweetie... Punch that pillow hard!!!!!!
Wellbutrin sent me over the moon... I was vibrating on the shit so it could sure be what\'s causing agitation ...
I think he\'s right not taking you off of both at once... When working with drugs it\'s best to do one thing at a time so you can see what is effecting you and how it\'s effecting you... If you do 2 or 3 things at once you can\'t tell what drug is having what effect if you get what I mean...
The Xanax might well help you to sleep sweetie and feel the calm... Big hug...x
Shit fuck damn! Jesus Christ is for less extreme circumstances. Well, I often walk out of the pdoc\'s unsatisfied not having pushed my opinion. I was kept on Latuda which actually agitated me. I found Saphris calming--and good for sleep. Yes, you can change your mind and call your doc, and two x per week sounds appropriate to me. How is that for you? Heavy traffic is a bitch.
Saphris was calming and good for me as well but it gave me a lot of involuntary body movements, kinda like restless legs but the whole body. Couldn\'t take it and had to stop it. Therapy 2 times a week sounds ok I suppose. Im just not sure what I want. I just don\'t want to feel this way anymore.
Sounds like a complete sentence to me...... Mine is usually son of a fucking bitch fuck!!! I don\'t really like appts later in the afternoon either, \'cause then I\'m anxious about them all day. Traffic is never fun to deal with (I have bad road rage). Sorry you\'re feeling like this Pagan :/ I hope you can find some relief soon.
Yep...there they are, noun, verb, repeat! When I used to drive (I don\'t anymore because of visual problems), I always wondered who the moron up front that slowed everything down. Take it easy on yourself. I have gone to the doctor and ALWAYS have forgotten a thing or two that I wanted to bring up. Sadiegirl, I think is right...give the pdoc a call.