Pondering

before we lost Ken we bought a Motor Home.  It was a God send as were able to go from our home in Indiana to Alabama to help out and the last 3 months we lived there so we could be there and do what we could to help.  After we lost Ken we used the Motor Home a few times but the memories were too much...it had become a part of losing Ken. But oh how grateful I am for having the Motor Home to be with Ken...we ended up trading it in for a car.  That left us with two cars and a truck, so before we left the dealer I asked if he would be interested in my car so we left with our new sports car and money in our hands. as time passed the sports car just did not work out so we bought a new Cadilac. Very comfortable for riding with all my pain but now we are at a crossroads again.  our home has outgrown us(is that backwards) but we started last summer to prepare the house to sell and buy a larger Motor Home to live and travel in..see the US. We started in Aug. wow then we became overwhelmed and stopped. I was never so glad to have people stop coming in...now the house is basically ready a few more storage to do and we can list. But we have hit a hard spot.. Do we sell the house and live in a MHOME and travel with our puppy,..a big part of us wants to but then we back out and try to figure out what we should do. We met a lot of Full-timers traveling in our first Motor Home but we still had our home to come back too  now we are wondering if we did it  sell the house,  And travel how would we feel with no home to come home to. In ways that would seem like a loss to me yet it would be an adventure.  We have not listed the house yet but have it up for sale...when I was younger it never bothered me to pick up and move  is this what age does makes you so u decisive on making decision.  I know one issue is if we decided to sell the MH it is not easy   Our dream when we retired was to travel see the US yet things changed ..so much of us wants to yet so much of us are afraid  should we or shouldn't we    Like everything it is only us that can make the decision....that is what we ponder should we take the chance  see a  lot of things, be where it is warm in winter and meet new people or stay in our home that has outgrown us, sit in the cold and wait for warm weather
Wish by some magic way the answers could be answered for us.