poem i wrote..

No way to share
January 27 2010
Staring at the blood red wall,
Sitting in a dark room all alone
With only the dim sunlight,
Shining the room not very bright.
 
Looking at my wrist you see
A little elastic band with me,
It’s placed securely on my arm;
Can’t lose it, it’s my way of harm.
 
Wrapped warmly in this sweater
Keeps me warm in bad weather,
Hides my arms from being seen,
Doesn’t give away the secret thing.
 
Scared to speak up and talk,
Gets up quietly and starts to walk,
Starts to run away from here
Wishing it was possible to disappear.
 
Wanders alone the dead streets,
In the dark and with no heat,
Not wanting to turn and go back,
Wants to prove that she’s stronger than that.
 
Sits down on a rock and cries inside,
No way to explain, or share what she hides,
It’s too complicated for her to bare
But she has no way, no way to share.