Please

     I am sorry but I only seem to write in this journal when I am down, sad, anxious, or in pain.  For the past week I have been having pelvic pain my abdomin feels inflamed and tender like my organs are swollen and painful. I had neusea the last two days and have felt unsteady.  I have had a ct scan done on my abdomin and an abdominal ultrasound in the past two months and they found nothing so I am trying not to worry.  Is it my body trying to start my period, I still haven't started that since my son was born and he is 8 months old(I have been breastfeeding and that can delay it).  So it has been over a year since I have had a period so maybe my body is having a hard time restarting that particular function.  My anxiety is trying to get the best of me my mind keeps suggesting all the awful things it could be.  I am wondering if I should go to my obgyn and see what they think rather then going to my regular doctor.  I am scared.  Trying to rest and trust in the Lord.      On a lighter note I am attempting to potty train my 3 year old who is very stubborn(like his father).  I have only been able to get him to sit on the potty which was a battle all in itself.  He has not done anything yet.  He just sits there for a long while then annouces that he is done and has done nothing.  I have a feeling it is going to go slowly but hopefully surely.  Please pray for me and peace of mind and answers.  Thanks Anne.