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i am making the plans i need to make to into the shelter and get moved up north i will get shoved to the top of the housing list and get me a place to live and get me a therapy cat i have never not had a pet in my life to help me get through things that feeling you get the love from the cat when it knows you are hurting and comes up to love you and comfort in a way only it can is an amazing feeling that i have been missing since may 2011 i am sooooo ready to be by myself do my own thing get the healing started and be able to keep on track with it not get soooo depressed i feel like i want to crawl into a hole and never come out of it world be damned and can go to hell as far as i am concerned when i get that way just a few weeks to go and i am going home where i know the lay of the town and have a public way of transportation i have no problem using ahhhhhh it is the light the ray of hope that i have been waiting for to let me know things will be looking up and i can find my inner peace start finding and being the person i truly am i come from a very strong line of women in my family when we get knocked down and get up snarling like a pissed off animal look out world here i come back from the dark place i was in
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