Pills

I am taking well over the dose of Xanax as I should. I want to get out of here. I dont want to do this anymore. Xanax releives me from the resraints of life and the stresses of it. It provides me enought to enter my own world and not have to bothered by realy world stresses. I am depressed. I am losing friends both close and far and I dont know what to do. I have isolated myself so so greatly that I no longer can pick up the phone and call a friend I may be able to call Katie Thomas but at this point I am not sure how she feels towards me. This is what also destroys me is the fact that everyone expects me to call them when they never call me. When Rachael Lacy was trying to justitfy her hatred for me she told me that I had not called her, however, she never called me either. She also blamed me for her and her boyfriends break up, by calling the police of a domestic distubance. I suppose that Rachael over damatises situations and then she gets into trouble. I am not going to write on here any more because people are too judgemenal.