Permanent Solution; Temperary Problem
Lately, I just feel so unsure of things. I know I'm getting worse but this time I don't think I can get better. That I want to really. I'm only 2 days clean but I really want to put it back down to zero but it's right before Christmas and my family is going to make me wear a short sleeve dress for church (I really don't want to go to that either) and it'll be hard enough explaining why I have scars let alone fresh cuts. I'm getting worse and worse and I tried to go to one of my friends for help but she says I'm just begging for attention and that it's my fault I do this. Maybe she's right. Maybe this is all my fault. I'm just, I don't know. I feel alone in this world now. I feel like I should just end it. Like everyone would just be happier if I did just take my life away. And I know, suicide is a permanent solution to a temperary problem. But these days, it doesn't seem so temperary.
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i know how you feel.
by the way if your "friend" said that to you, she's not a real friend.
its not your fault that you do that to yourself, your depressed and you feel alone , sometimes our thoughts and our actions can get the best of us.
i get those same feelings in and out of everyday, your not alone.
If you feel like your getting worse, speak up about it. you can talk to your doctor, or parent(s)/guardian, someone you trust at school. they can help you get treatment.