People

The yahoo messenger is like a bag of memories, faces, answers. The messenger list seems like a tidy notebook where a great part of my past is indexed under tiny names. I was scrolling though the list tonight  and it made me happy to see there are still friends that, even though they're not in my life anymore, my mind kept them as precious ties, that won't break.  In some cases situation got scerwed up, I ended up getting hurt or hurting back, but I always thought these as not worth remembering and unimportant,  comparing to the power of the ties that are created between us and some people we come across with... My ex bf is still at the top of my list and will always be..Same is Ioana altough we don't speak anymore. This gives me that beautiful feeling that all the effort wasn't in vain, that people don't just come and go, like passing through a sea of thistledown, some of it getting stuck in our hair just to be flown away later by the wind..