Peaceful day

Knock on wood... so far it's been a peaceful day today. I really needed this break from the chaotic moods I've been dealing with from him lately. To say that his moods have been unstable - and erratic - would be an understatement. The catch is, I realize that he can't help it. He's bi-polar for one thing, and taking that into consideration the bull shit his last exes have put him through have acted as a distinct trigger - setting off his wild, and unpredictable mood swings. All of that is bound to happen since he's not on medication for his bi-polar condition. He claims he doesn't like how the medication makes him feel - ( I suspect it's mainly that he's so " used to " the extreme highs, and lows, of being bi-polar, that anything else feels abnormal to him ), and also his insurance situation is such a mess right now that there would be no way he could afford to see a doctor... and definitely not be able to afford any prescriptions the doctor would want to start him on. 

Anyway... right now it's a little after 6 pm, and he's been in the bedroom " napping " since about 2 or 3 pm, or so. Since I saw on fb that he's signed in, I doubt that he's asleep. Chances are pretty good that he's looking at porn either online, or through fb, through his cell phone. If that's what makes him happy right now, and keeps him calm - and peaceful, then more power to him. At least this way it gives me extra time to do whatever I want out here in the living room. The only thing that bothers me is the obvious fact that being in a " relationship " shouldn't be like this. Him and I should be spending time together, and not in seperate rooms.