Pdoc Appt Update

Had another good appt. I think the lobby of my counseling dept is gonna be my new hang out spot. I always feel so much better just sitting there, I don't know why because it's really nothing special. Maybe it's the fish... No change in dx, thank goodness. My pdoc did say I'm a rapid cycler which I already knew and which ties in perfectly with my cyclothymic dx. I know this might be wrong but a part of me wishes I was BPI. Give me the intensity and take the frequency. Of course the greater part is rooting for sticking to cyclo. It is soooo exhausting though. Meds on Thursday. Nervous but relieved. I honestly don't think I can keep doing this on my own. Well, that's all for now.