PCP

My PCP said he would work with my LLMD concerning my treatment, I got a call from PCP's office this morning saying he absolutely refuses to work with the LLMD now. Im not sure what happened, but I can guess. I just found out yesterday about all my bloodwork, and have 2 pages of confusing notes on what to tell PCP. now it dosent matter, I have to go to Virginia and quite honestly I need to go now because I'm not dealing with all this too well. I am used to being turned away and told my little "maladies" are just that and dont add up to anything. All of a sudden there is talk of portacaths and long term abx, co-infections.........things I have only read about. now Im scared. I knew I was sick, but all of a sudden it's become very real.I know that once I get to VA things will get better, I just want to drop everything and run there, I need help.