Pain, pain, pain

Again even my hair hurts. There is a tender part on my head that hurts even to the touch, even the movement of my hair causes pain. My right side isn't swollen anymore so that's a good thing. Today I didn't do much since I was in much pain we didn't even go out to eat. I' m hoping tomorrow my pain gets better.  My left arm and lower back still hurt today and it was difficult for me to sleep last night due to the pain. This year has started off horrible and I'm praying as the year goes by everything gets better. I have my xrays tomorrow and my appointment with Dr. Deanna on Tuesday, I'm hoping he says everything looks good and I can finally take off this brace. I have many questions to ask especially because I was sure that once I had the surgery all these different pains would go away. Again crying yourself to sleep is no fun and even with the lidocaine patch it still hurts to move. It's currently 11 pm and I'm laying in bed crying while trying to type. I'm getting so tired of always being in pain why is it back? Did the surgery not work? Am I doomed to live with pain for the test of my life? I hate not being able to do things with my kids or husband. Is it to much to ask for at least 1 month with no pain? If I could go back in time I would have not put my son in sports that way there was no reason for me to be on the road at that time. I would avoid any additional car trips other than to and from school. I hate being in pain.