Pain Free came to an end

Well I enjoyed almost a year of being pain free and it was wonderful!  Then Thursday May 5, 2016 in the morning, eating a bowl of mini wheat I felt that very familiar "zap" on the right side of my face.  By Friday I was back to getting the horrible pain starting from my bottom right side molars, my cheek to my temple on the right side.  A pain I never wanted to feel again.  Every time I think how this is my life now, this is what I have to look forward to for the rest of my life I just start crying.  I can't go through this again.  THIS SUCKS AND I JUST WANT TO SCREAM BUT I CAN'T SCREAM CAUSE IT WOULD TRIGGER A PAIN ATTACK!!!! I CAN'T EVEN SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!