pain again.

I am moving into a new apartment b/c my new roommate and I don't get along so I'm moving into a 1 bedroom on Nov 1st and I'm happy about it I really can't wait. I just have IC PAIN REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW! I've been good all day- no coffee or soda! but I'm feeling the effects of yesterday. well, tomorrow should be better and the day after if I am good again tomorrow. I still can't help but wonder if there isn't a connection to BV b/c I think there is and I'm having discharge and I've got metronadinazole luckily and a refill too so that is good. so I have to plan my evenign around this kind of- do things to keep my mind off it and stress down. first, I haven't had any advil all day b/c I don't have any and I think that might help. so I"m going to get a bottle of advil and take three. I'll take one more AZO now. man, is the pain bad today. WHY WHY WHY did I cheat yesterday. It is like pouring acid on a wound. the wound was bad yesterday, pored acid on AAARRGGHHH. Ok, so tonight. Hopefully pain will lessen in half hour with advil and I can enjoy dinner at whole foods. also need to get bangs trimmed. also need exercise. also hope that lady at apartment remembers the coupons she listed. also need to get them my social security card. one thing at a time. change address. again. one thing at a time. order mattress and have delivered. agghhh, so expensive. and I don't even know if I CAN work like this. pain.