Pain

feels like the pain is worsening...it's horrible tonight...sometimes I wonder how much I can take. I'm over it. Tired of pushing through the pain daily...sick of smiling when I want to cry. Sick of always needing and expected to be so strong...tonight I'm weak..tonight my prayers will be long and my pillow,wet.i just want relief. I sound pitiful tonight...not my normal mindset but tonight it just sucks..Dr put me on a new med,a muscle relaxer. Here's to hoping it helps!