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Today i woke up planning to get dressed and go out for a nice long walk. but i found myself feeling dizzy and operating on a low battery. I ate some healthy food, then a tonne of chocolate, hoping one or the other helps give me the kick i need, but no.. so I decided to cancel the walk plan and stay in. fine.. just watching stuff on netflix on my new account.. it is nice to respect what the body needs..in this case it feels right to have a relaxing day and postpone my adventure. 

Mood is fine. as long as I dont allow it to think about (x y z) from the recent and distant past. understandable i guess. some topics would never be a pleasant one. so what you can do is accept they are sensitive part of your life and it is best to put them in a bix which you dont visit every day. avoid and only touch on subject when it is a productive and necessary step, not just randomly every single day... that would be daft.

So i feel good. watching stuff, eating.. cup of tea coming up.. water... and a healthy dinner later on, few hours from now. no snacking in between.

This weekend i am going to work on my CV. It is still a hard situation with unemployment and redundancies news, no idea what to expect myself, but I can try and take some steps forward, test the water.. maybe i can do something from home? perhaps i can offer someone some skills from the comfort of my own home on the computer... would love to get some opportunity.. i just don't know what to expect.. but i have to try!