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Today is the first day i felt more normal in a long time. But still not energetic enough. I have been unhappy and down for months, but i picked myself up and felt more relaxed for a while until last week. Something happened, something possessed me, and i felt like death, and nothing worked since. Until yestetday. I felt so down i could not sip water or coffee easily, everything seems like a massive struggle. I really do not want to go back there.. even im not very well yet, but i just cannot handle anothrt episode again too soon.. i just need a break.