owwww my hip!!!! sat nov 19,2011

well im in alot of pain again today. dident go downstairs yet, scared. tried realy hard to work the pain out. not working. of course i dont have any pain pills just rx naproxen and tylenol. im very deppressed today because i am worried this pain will be w/ me for ever. i see how my poor aunt suffers so. i dont knwo what to do. it was never this bad. im sure im not walking right and its throwing my hip out for joint or osme thing? dont know but it hurts so. oh well what ya ganna do? i dont know. bro came out today. ate bad graet big wopper and fries then went to sleep, very bad. i have to realy watch that. i feel so guilty. i eat like i used to but am smaller, but my brain still thinks i need losts. VERY BAD. oh well, i should just exept it and get over it. easier said than done thas for sure. oh well what ever. saw son and b.f yesterday. going to try and stay up for the tv shows tonight we will see if i make it. ok, by for now.........