Overrrr it.

It's now 7:21 PM and I'm still feeling anxious for absolutely no reason. I've been laying in bed all day watching Netflix feeling like at any moment I could have an anxiety attack but haven't. Didn't feel like working out, I've only eaten once and yet I'm not even hungry. 
To top it off I found out that my cousins liver has completely stopped working, his body has started retaining fluid now. They have his hands tied to the bed because he keeps trying to pull out his ventilator, but he was banging his wrists against the rails because he was irritated. My guess is because he's got to be uncomfortable. I hate not being able to do anything to help him. I'm SO SO afraid that I'm going to lose him. 
I'm just so over this day. Tomorrow can't come fast enough.