Over part II
I will be 34 next month, my husband has left me againI our reconciliation only lasted 4 short months. It's a bitter sweet ending. He is amazing and wonderful but not for me. I miss him but I know it's for the best, I prayed and gave up and just gave the relationship to God and the result came quick. Now with this blessing I will need to move on and have to build my self up again, of course thru God.
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I guess it won\'t be too hard for you, but I think the feelings of loss and something you were used to can make you lonely? It sounds like from previous journal you met someone else and he made you feel good at the time. I will read more.
I can imagine you have had a lot going on since October. What made you change your mind if you were happy then and not now? I am glad you decidied it was time to move on, and looked to God for advice. That\'s not bad place to start. Just let me know I am kinda making guesses in the dark.
Your guess is right, I guess I just fell back into place because I thought I was getting a 2nd chance, he kept me away for 3 years and then decided it would work, so I just thought it was a blessing. Its sorta strange because when I agreed to make it work, I wasnt 100% there. I think it was like 65% fear of being alone and just going with it.