over a month!

over a month since ive written. dont know why. think brain overload.i am grieving so deep for my jessy. i cant believe she was 12 when she died, and this november she would have been 13. i keep thinking what she would have looked like, etc, etc. khaely,11 now, has bipolar, and if its not one thing, its something else. its been keeping me really busy. but im trying trying trying to get on and do it well. i am very tired. so i try to sleep in the mornings then be up and ready for them to run the whole afternoon and evening homework, extra murals ect. how are you doing, my dear friends? i think about you every day. love jan

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annsullivan
annsullivan

Hugging you tight....Love ya, Ann
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Jan good to hear from you. Each day is a success if you make it through. Love and hugs cathy
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hi jan, im so happy to hear from you!! i think of you often, and wonder how everything is....i hope you know that you have friends here that you can lean on, i have a thirteen year old and i dont know what i would do without him. i know that your hurting alot, so take it one day at a time and one minute at a time....i wish peace for you jan.....lot of love .... jann
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Hi Jan. It sounds like you have got yourself into a workable pattern with sleeping in in the mornings so you can have a little more energy when it is needed for the kids get home from school. Keep putting one step in front of the other, that is all that should be expected from you at this time, anything more is a bonus. Big hugs, Charlotte.