over a month!

over a month since ive written. dont know why. think brain overload.i am grieving so deep for my jessy. i cant believe she was 12 when she died, and this november she would have been 13. i keep thinking what she would have looked like, etc, etc. khaely,11 now, has bipolar, and if its not one thing, its something else. its been keeping me really busy. but im trying trying trying to get on and do it well. i am very tired. so i try to sleep in the mornings then be up and ready for them to run the whole afternoon and evening homework, extra murals ect. how are you doing, my dear friends? i think about you every day. love jan