outpatient rexkz

My dreams before I awoke today. I was dreaming both about lottery tickets and slot machines. Today is code X2. I go back to work today. Not sure how this journal thing is supposed to go over time. I read the posting about journal posts. I am just keeping the same journal name why change it. To me I am now a outpatient. I once diagnosed myself as a psycopathic mayniac a long time ago. Then later I found out there was no such diagnosis or illness together. Well I do not like having a compulsive gambling problem either. When I was in counseling I was told I have moderate depression. I tried anti depressants; made me more alert but not feeling so great. I do need to be more alert. Since I am out now; I hope to increace my awareness. Probably a good time anyway with virus warnings to the public. Me, looking for sanity today. Hope I can do it good today. rexkz