outlook good.

you definitely have to find your own sense of beauty in life

and not get knocked when someone's reaction is to - or seems

to - the contrary - today behind the screen (iconostasis) was great - I realized there

were all sorts of exceptions happening - there was no perfect,

no one did a perfect job - one person called out sick by text too.

My outlook is good.

I was able to learn things today while they happened and was

also heartened and able to see in time that I would understand it.

It's also clear here that everyone gets a little irritated and awkward at moments

but those moments do not color the forward momentum or where our relationships

live - again there is connection but you kind of have to find

your integrity in your own grace to carry you through the day's

activities - it keeps your outlook positive and alacritous

and capable.