Ouch
What a day of failure. Dell down repeatedly. busted my forehead open in 3 places. why the blood bothered me is strange, being a cutter. I loved the blood when I cut, but i didn't enjoy seeing blood coming out of my headÂ
I hope my crutches get here soon...before I hurt myself permanently .
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Bluone, I don't mean to be forward but do you think maybe falling down repeatedly and banging your head open on walls might be a subconscious form of self-harm? Surely there must be some measures you can take or things you can refrain from doing to prevent from repeatedly performing brain surgery on yourself? I don't mean to sound harsh but it just worries me!
I have a form of muscular dystrophy, and also had a stroke in October. Since then my entire left side became weaker. My forearm crutches got lost between my home,ambulance, and hospital. My insurance won't buy another pair. So I asked the MDA association for help. They are supposedly going to. Still waiting. So I can either combat crawl around my home, or try to walk the best I can. Being a male, man pride dictates walking..for as long as possible..
Thank you for your concern.
Wow, I'm such a dumbass! I should definitely pay more attention in future. Sorry, I should've got a clue from what you mentioned about crutches or researched a bit more, but instead I just spoke on impulse and decided to try and be sassy for some stupid reason, perhaps assuming it was just another manifestation of self-harm. But luckily you are obviously a strong individual and so were not affected too much by my stupidity, which could've otherwise cause someone else to have a very bad day. I hope your crutches arrive soon and I respect that you're maintaining your pride as a man. That seems very honorable. I should learn from you as I often let my man pride slip, sometimes intentionally and unintentionally but this has had consequences. Pride and integrity... can't compromise there. Have a good day my friend.