Operation Wolf...no, not the arcade game

(background noise: "Ugh, that's a bad one...toss me a flag and I'll just mark the spot for now.  There's a lot more sorting to do here..."
Hey gang, just starting to track which of my symptoms are hurting me the worst...I think I just found a bad one but I'm not going to know for a few nights at the minimum.  There evidently has been a problem with the way I've tried to deal with these things: It wasn't focused enough.  I have chloegirl46 to thank for that, and it's not in a bad way...it's in the best way possible, actually.  So what I'm trying to do is sort out what feelings and memories are hurting me the absolute worst, and then we're basically going to be a search party and find ways to reverse that.  It's going to be hard, but baby steps should be perfectly okay with this setup...I hope, anyway.
In the meantime I might post a couple of journal entries between now and then so that she -- and you -- can see some of the stuff that haunts me.
Meanwhile I did mange to finish my special project today, and it comes with a tiny bit of a surprise: Schindler's List, heart-wrenching as it is, was probably the easiest paper topic I've ever had to type.  If you can figure that one out, you're doing better than me.

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WyndWytch
WyndWytch

well this new tactic is certainly worth a try :D if it helps then yay. Huggles>
Summerwind81
Summerwind81

Hoping like crazy that it helps, my friend!!!