only the bad
funny I only come back here when I'm upset. I want to die again
it's been awhile. I piss her off and I don't know how to fix it.
she deserves more, and if I'm that bad I'm bad for my kid and they'll be better without me, so I can't do anything on my own, so the world is better if I'm not in it.
it's been awhile. I piss her off and I don't know how to fix it.
she deserves more, and if I'm that bad I'm bad for my kid and they'll be better without me, so I can't do anything on my own, so the world is better if I'm not in it.
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I make an oath: if one of my lottery tickets is a winner, I will get the money for my wife and kid to pay off all my debt and then find the courage to end my life. I will find the pills/etc and drive where no one will find me. I promise. please I beg let me win
damn, one a single number off of two tickets. I\'ve always tried to be good but I was ready to invoke some evil to get that to happen. I think the money is so oppressive