One Week In...
...to this semester, but already I've hit early trouble.
But really, it isn't anyone's fault but mine. I've had trouble getting in gear.
The first night, my brain just said no when I wanted to get started.
The second night I had a panic over a project, and even my seroquel wasn't enough to prevent a disastrous night under the covers.
I was lucky to make both my classes on Wednesday.
By Thursday I already felt under too much pressure in spite of the fact that I'm actually on top of homework assignments that are actually due, and a hiding episode resulted.
It wasn't until yesterday that I managed any real progress, and now I have to face the music...I'll have to go into week two behind on my readings in at least course, and probably two.
This isn't as bad as during the fall, but remember when I conceded to you guys a few days ago that I feared the odds of a hiding episode were pretty much even? Didn't take much for that to become an issue, did it?
But really, it isn't anyone's fault but mine. I've had trouble getting in gear.
The first night, my brain just said no when I wanted to get started.
The second night I had a panic over a project, and even my seroquel wasn't enough to prevent a disastrous night under the covers.
I was lucky to make both my classes on Wednesday.
By Thursday I already felt under too much pressure in spite of the fact that I'm actually on top of homework assignments that are actually due, and a hiding episode resulted.
It wasn't until yesterday that I managed any real progress, and now I have to face the music...I'll have to go into week two behind on my readings in at least course, and probably two.
This isn't as bad as during the fall, but remember when I conceded to you guys a few days ago that I feared the odds of a hiding episode were pretty much even? Didn't take much for that to become an issue, did it?
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Aw, very sorry to hear that you\'re stressing :( I wish I could help, I really do. best wishes to you, and tons and tons of peace