One Second Can Change Your Life
Since I saw my shrink today, I feel much better...I guess that's why he gets the big bucks!! So, in only the past 3 weeks, my life has spiraled into the toilet- but on a happy note, it's not flushed so I can still climb out. I was so happy to find a part time little job I am able and capable to do with no stress really. So that really made me happy to have purpose other than attending the freakin house chores, which I get a D- in. I can't stand everyday with laundry, dishes-such a waste of life.
So, after being estranged from my siblings for over 30 years!!!! MY CHOICE, they sent me a bogus lawsuit. Nothing I'm worried about but just the point that when you're a born loser, there's not much hope for ya. Anyway, I met with my dad for lunch to discuss this wonderful situation that He caused (but forgive because I love him and he's 87, and he's done a lot of good in his life to help people) but this one is a doozie. So I follow him in my car to help him get his eyeglasses repaired and at the STOP sign...I stopped!!!! BUT, the lovely young lady and her boyfriend did NOT STOP and rammed me! Now, it could have definitely been much, much worse. Not much damage on my car, but she had front end. I feel bad because they were about my kids' age. It turns out I ended up now with pinched nerves in my NECK...broken metacarpal bones, a concussion, and, this is the best one....get this.... I was fired!!!!!!! So because I missed 4 days from some ding-dong slamming into me at a stop sign, I not only get hurt, but I lose my lil job that makes a Huge difference in financial stress. It gave me gas money, a little food shopping, HUGE Difference I tell ya...Now I'm sick to my stomach about this whole thing.
So, despite everything, this has brought me back Again, to appreciating life everyday. I realize how where we live, I'd like to move to a slower pace since the kids all graduated. Today, I freaked out mainly to myself seeing a woman shoot across the street into the CVS parking lot chit-chatting on the cell barely able to see over the steering wheel. WTF???!!!!! I'm really sick of it because since having my spine surgery and slowing down almost to a turtle's pace at times, there is Nothing that important that warrants such conduct and irresponsibility. On top of that, the driver that hit me drove off which was not a smart thing to do; I kinda feel bad for the kid but then again...what a shitty thing to do.
So, no job, terrible pain, and plenty of doctor visits. Very thankful I'm able to write...even with several breaks- could have been alot worse.
So, after being estranged from my siblings for over 30 years!!!! MY CHOICE, they sent me a bogus lawsuit. Nothing I'm worried about but just the point that when you're a born loser, there's not much hope for ya. Anyway, I met with my dad for lunch to discuss this wonderful situation that He caused (but forgive because I love him and he's 87, and he's done a lot of good in his life to help people) but this one is a doozie. So I follow him in my car to help him get his eyeglasses repaired and at the STOP sign...I stopped!!!! BUT, the lovely young lady and her boyfriend did NOT STOP and rammed me! Now, it could have definitely been much, much worse. Not much damage on my car, but she had front end. I feel bad because they were about my kids' age. It turns out I ended up now with pinched nerves in my NECK...broken metacarpal bones, a concussion, and, this is the best one....get this.... I was fired!!!!!!! So because I missed 4 days from some ding-dong slamming into me at a stop sign, I not only get hurt, but I lose my lil job that makes a Huge difference in financial stress. It gave me gas money, a little food shopping, HUGE Difference I tell ya...Now I'm sick to my stomach about this whole thing.
So, despite everything, this has brought me back Again, to appreciating life everyday. I realize how where we live, I'd like to move to a slower pace since the kids all graduated. Today, I freaked out mainly to myself seeing a woman shoot across the street into the CVS parking lot chit-chatting on the cell barely able to see over the steering wheel. WTF???!!!!! I'm really sick of it because since having my spine surgery and slowing down almost to a turtle's pace at times, there is Nothing that important that warrants such conduct and irresponsibility. On top of that, the driver that hit me drove off which was not a smart thing to do; I kinda feel bad for the kid but then again...what a shitty thing to do.
So, no job, terrible pain, and plenty of doctor visits. Very thankful I'm able to write...even with several breaks- could have been alot worse.
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