one day its:) the next day its:( great just fucking great

i hate how one day is awesome then the next day is horribe.i feel like i dont fucking matter anymore.nomatter how hard i try its never going to work outi am so fustrated right nowi hate iti hate everything.my life is shit.my mom is fucking stupid my gf doesnt want to talk to mejhenny is being a fuckin crack head and im so tired of everything i hate my life i hate where itrs going and its my own fault i let myself get back down to this levelafter i worked so hard to get my head straight i went back downi am so upset at myself right now.im just angry in generalughhhhhhh:((,,,byyyyyyyyyye