On the Wagon for good

I fell off the wagon.  I am a compulsive gambler and I was clean for over 2 years then slowly slid back into the hell of my gambling addiction. I am done sliding and will begin my climb to a better life today.  I will not ruin my life and give up my family for gambling, I will rely on God for the strength to get me through this and help me live the life he intends for me.  I have already wasted enough money to fund my retirement,my kids education and weddings. that other things we could have had.  I will not continue to waste my money and time that should be used to buy food, clothes, vacations take care of my responsibilities.  I will overcome this, I will be a better person, and just for today I WILL NOT GAMBLE!
Stay Strong.